thousandth time.… Then there has been the financial love given to me by friends, family and those who I have never met.… I also know that I can’t answer the question “why.” I doubt I will ever be able to understand such mystery, but I can say that I have never identified with Christ in his sufferings more than at this time. God has shown himself as a God of compassion to me even in this darkest of nights in ways that I am yet unable to express clearly so I won’t. All I will say is that comfort has